Words ;

天生就有怪脾气的我到现在都无法改变。我不是大家所想的那么勇敢、那么疯狂。自己的空间越来越少。活着不只是为了自己而已、所以觉得很累很累。很讨厌做选择、很讨厌被责怪、很讨厌给人看扁。好想放个假、去个沙滩、放慢脚步散散心。在夕阳下、看日落、放松心情,好好想未来的路要怎样走下去?风水师能帮到我什么忙吗?如果在座有的话、请指点。我需要的是我该怎样把我的人生搞好呢?

在这坎坷的路上、我认识了很多贵人而得到她们的帮助。但也有很多误会和口角。但时间久了、你会发现很多东西都不再掌握中。会看到、利用你的人、背后害你暗算你的人、假好心的人、博取同情的人。。太多形形色色的人在身边围绕、到底谁真谁假?我可以相信谁?

现在,我谁都不想相信。
我已经不是我了。我怕了。

Have you ever wonder why during childhood time we can be so naive and simple thinking? But now we don’t?

Honestly, i don have many good memories since young. Often i felt that i was neglected by relatives. Cousins were slightly closer than what we used to be. Technology really brought us closer but on the other hand technology also tear people apart.

I treasure all the memories & never forget. I don’t trust people & don’t entrust or share my stuff easily. To some people, i may seems crazy, tough & happy. But deep down, nobody knows what exactly i’m thinking about. Having strong character doesnt mean im strong enough to handle all situation. Ain’t a wonder women, I just want to be normal & happy. But seems hard to find my smile back in this harsh society ever again.

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Dear Lalang, will you make my wish come true? Give me a true smile & bless my surrounding people with happiness, will do.

Signing off ;
Steph

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