To determine if the person appreciates you & your presence, from his/her action, behavior, reaction & u will know.
I’m always a puppet in peoples’
There are many passer-by friends in my life. They don’t treasure or appreciate our friendship. If the person does not even felt appreciative means that the person could simply treat u as a passerby in their life. As they don’t even wanna keep in touch with you & even to keep your phone number in their contact list. Prolly just a “pest” ; Thats how “important” you are.
So Just imagine, who are the ones that ignore you when u need them badly? Who are the ones that dump you after making use of you? Who are the ones that let you down despite being the kindest ernest truthful one?
I lost a few of my friends in life that were so closed to me ever. That became a phobia to me whenever i start to meet new people. How am i supposed to know if they are the passer-by or true ones? I regretted for not cherishing our friendship & someone whom was once so dearly to me. Her name is Sandy. We missed the important events in each others’ life & guess it’ll just be awkward to even have a short meet up. Memories are not meant to be forgotten. Its all in my mind & s0ul.
My day ;
Stayed at office till around 7plus to finish up my stuffs ; Ren started the “relationship” conversation with me & hui. He started sharing his stuffs with us. To conclude, container c people carry smiles on their face but doesn’t tally with their heart. (But nobody can ever understand why we put up fake smiles to hide ourselves)