# Hello July Applepie!

Been sometime since i last blogged. Was busy and very busy. Till date, feeling fatigue and still aimless.

Life was slightly better than stucking in that shit well. This lovely place gave me a new start meeting good and comfortable people. Shes none other than Chinwoon. Thank you for being so nice and helpful all these while. Wishing you the best for future endeavours.

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And of cos, for what i have/am today. I have to thank someone for giving me freedom, space and trust to excel. You gave up too much and i will work doubly hard. Sometimes, i’m really tired of being so backend and dead. Sometimes i enjoyed the stress and challenge given by customers. Kind of contradicting thou. I became super temperament and sensitive. Also trying hard to control my reaction to stuffs that wasn’t pleasant and i know not every stuff will goes my way. I just have to pretend strong and smile it tru to hide my unhappiness. Still finding my path back to the old xy. I used to work 6-7days a week and still feeling satisfying & fulfilling. Working FT and PT tutoring was tiring yet fun. It was an awesome #throwback. I could not take as much stress and commitment as before, i have to give up tuition. I used to have goals 但理想和我太遥远。繁忙的生活让人喘不过气。

Being customer orientated, I really cant stand irresponsible behavior. #justranting

My hobby is to do trading. I love doing trading sales and i need someone who really can motivate me to carry on and inline with my goal and finishing line. A dutiful and responsible soldier to assist. 再厉害的战术也要有不屈不绕的战士。I’m planning and hoping it will be in the market (One day soon).

A strong character and was too strong.I knew i have to change this gradually n more good things will come to me. 迷路的小羊而也成为带罪的羔羊。I tell myself Lugi (Having loss) abit is okay, i know i will be a winner one day.

I have more worries and troubles than anyone. Yet still finding my way and be myself back ……

Till then ……
Steph

PS: Pardon all grammar and broken sentences man. i’m really sleepy now lol. Time checked 143am. Ciaos!

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